From Why We Broke Up by Daniel Handler & Maira Kalman
made “mantra stones” today at training for my job at the chapel. cheesy as it sounds, it was ridiculously therapeutic for me. “enough” is becoming my favorite word.
EIGHT HOURS OF TRAINING IS NOT NECESSARY but w/e hair today
my sister says I look like my mom in this picture
Bang Bang (Empty Arena) » Jessie J, Ariana Grande & Nicki Minaj
- Do not forget Michael Brown
- Do not forget how the media dehumanized him and tried to justify his murder
- Do not forget how peaceful protests were painted as savage riots
- Do not forget police armed with military grade weapons terrorized and arrested black civilians
- Do not forget Darren Wilson being awarded over $200,000 in fundraiser donations for murdering an unarmed black child
- Do not forget that this system was not built to defend us, but to control us
- Do not forget Ferguson
Name: homegirl (Chloe)
Birthday: May 26
Favorite color: green and lavender (and pale pink)
Lucky number: 5
Last dream you remember: uhh I think I last dreamt that I ate a mango?
Can you juggle: nooo
Art/Sports/Both: both! but art first
Do you like writing: ya
Do you like dancing: yes x10000000000
Do you like singing: yes x10000000000
Dream vacation: this changes depending on what I need at the time I answer it. right now, the dream is a road trip across America with one gal pal that loves blasting the music as loudly as I do and enjoys eating all day every day
Dream guy/gal: one that likes me back woops
Dream wedding: small, outside, lace cream dress, hair away from my face, handwritten vows, candlelight. tears. GOOD FOOD. the longest first dance, the longest father daughter dance.
Dream pet: ENGLISH BULLDOG THAT DOESN’T SLOBBER
Dream job: film producer, graphic designer, digital media coordinator at npr woooops
Favorite album: right now, Watch the Throne
Least favorite song(s): get that negative energy outta here
Least favorite album: again?????
Least favorite artist/band: who wrote this????????
Guys/Girls/Both: everyone yay?
Hair color: dark
Eye color: dark
Humorous/Serious: serious humor. like, don’t fuck around with me, but make me laugh when I’m tired.
Biggest turn off(s): bigotry, hypocrisy…thinking you’re all that and a bag of chips
Biggest turn on(s): half smirks. looking at me, smiling, then looking away. secrets, if that makes sense? but then telling me later. i’m dumb, this is dumb, sorry.
If you see this and want to do it, consider yourself tagged
tonight i made myself rice and beans and broccoli and toast and i could not be happier or more full
by the end of the day my hair is just a full on afro which I’m okay with it’s just gonna take a little getting used to
noun. the feeling of sadness or displeasure caused by the nonfulfillment of one’s hopes or expectations.
I tried my hardest. I put myself out there. I went out every night, I talked to as many people as I possibly could, I poured out my soul to those that probably didn’t deserve or (and they probably couldn’t handle it; when I start to give my heart to someone it’s difficult accept). But still, I couldn’t avoid this disappointment, this feeling of anguish and regret. Could I have done more? Could I have been, more?